Day 1: "This is what heartsick means."
Day 2: "Look at these kids! Somebody once held them on the day they were born and loved them like I love my Turtle Man. How precious! I need to love them more."
Day 3: After spilling my lunch down through my keyboard while trying to eat, pump, and catch up on (godforsaken) parent emails, and while bawling hysterically: "I can't handle this pumping and working business! I know it is good for him, but I am losing my mind!"
Day 4: After a sixth grader got his finger stuck in my demonstration table: "Good stars! These 11 year-olds are needier than my 11 week-old."
Day 5: "This is the best Friday of my life."
Day 6: "Oh yeah, I like teaching."
Day 7: "I miss my little man." Each time I thought this, my chest (inside and out) would ache.
Day 8: After getting a vicious cold from the students and my son entering his three month growth spurt and waking up 3 times that night: "This is pure exhaustion."
Day 9: After a 12 hour day: "I can't wait to hold him."
Day 10: "Okay now THIS is the really the best Friday of my life."
Day 11: "I've got a case of the Monday's: I have so much to do at home, I haven't cooked in a week, there are still eight thousand emails to answer, papers to grade..."
Day 12: "I think maybe I am supposed to be a stay at home mom. I love spending time with my son, but I like my coworkers and exercising my brain. But I really love my son."
Day 13: "I can't believe I told my boss that I am thinking about not coming back next year."
Day 14:"How do mom's with several kids handle this? I am barely making it and I just have one kid."
Day 15: I took one of my two personal days.
Day 16: After a fun day of teaching a lab and strewing toilet paper around the room, "Who will I be if I stop teaching and stay home?"
Day 17: "Yes, I would miss teaching and we depend on the income, but what about what my little man needs?"
Day 18: "Christmas Break: Praise. the. Lord."
In honor of my one year blogiversary, thank you to my readers, especially my sister.